not very often, every few years or so my father and I have a power dance. It builds up over a day or two with us both trying not to go mental, but then sooner or later it happens. He’ll say something, I’ll be fed up of taking it and say something back then BOOOOOOMM! The next 5 mins is spent with him up in my grill angry as fuck yelling and pointing, my momma getting upset and tearful cos its fookin’ extreme then when he finally stops I’ll be able to tell him why he’s being a douche and why I fought back. 

At this point his face drops he reflects on his finger wagging fiery rage and professes how he will always love me no matter and that he didn’t mean it. Mum will come from whichever corner she has cowered in to escape and theres a little cuddle then we go our separate ways. 

That happened tonight. Sucked but I guess thats what you get when you are so stubborn like your pops.. at least it won’t happen for a few more years. It’s horrible seeing hate in your creators eyes

For once there was no dick’ed drivers around so the drive up to Charlie’s was awesome, he greeted me with a candlelit dinner he had cooked and a glass of wine :) a couple of shots of amaretto (yummyyy) then we opened up a compressed spiderman flannel in the sink which I have never done before :O

Then we cuddled up in the lounge and watched some of this cheesy yet awesome arnie film called Red Sonja, then a more cuddly sleep :D

Today Charlie said he wanted to take me to the Sea life centre but as there isn’t one anywhere near his house we went to the garden centre where I got over excited about Nemo fish, crazy coral and got scared of the big Koi and chickened from trying to touch them. Also, I love smiley fish (sucky glass fish things), they smile, makes me smile.. a whole tank full of smiley fish is just overwhelming!

Then we had a spoons which was om nom nommmmmmmmm and a Mocha, which I loves then we browsed Stroud before coming home where we..

MADE CAKES.. FUCK YEAHHHHHHHHH :D:D:D